07 June 2018

The expectation hurts

Assalamualaikum

They said he likes me. But that as per they said, he never say he likes me and I thought he liked me too.

I used to cry because of him, not once but few times. I feel hopeless and keep to have expectations.

Heard from his friend, he is going to get marry soon. Then listen from his mouth, its true soon he will be someone's else. Again, expectation always suckss. Sure won't be reality in my case.

As requested, I pray for your happiness, friend.

24 January 2018

Stress Kot?

Assalamualaikum

Minggu tu, terlalu busy sebab minggu depan ada 3 course serentak start tapi berbeza tempat. Aku dah mula siapkan course yg diluar negara dulu.

Jumaat tu, pagi aku masih okay. Masih mampu bergelak ketawa lagi. Bila tiba tengahari, aku dah mula rasa nak menangis bila tebuk buku. Aku rasa sangat penat.

Bila colleague aku mintak tolong tuliskan surat pun aku rasa nak menangis. Hahaha, dah kenapa oiii.

Sampai satu tahap, org cuba buat lawak dan berkaitan dengan aku pun aku tak mampu gelak. Orang lain semua gelak, aku berlalu macam tu je. Nak marah pun tak mampu, apatah lagi bercakap.

Orang cakap aku stress, tapi aku rasa takk. Aku cuma rasa penat, penat dengan hidup ni. Ha Ha Ha

22 December 2017

Awkward

Assalamualaikum

When it has been so long you haven't talk with your so called best friend since he got girlfriend, it become awkward. Hahaha.

Dulu macam macam nak cakap, sampai tak tahu siapa yang dengar. Sekarang dah macam krik krik krik.

Bila jumpa, masa tu lah baru nak catch up. Padahal dulu banyak je benda nak cerita, bincang. Tak henti bercakap, membebel je dua dua. Hahaha.

What I guess is true la, I have discuss this with him about this. He said it won't happen. Still, it happen. It hards to keep up with your guys friend once they are in relationship.

Ke aku sorang je macam tu?

17 October 2017

What Should I Do?

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Ada housemate menangis, what should I do?

Lalu depan bilik, dengar bunyi teresak. Aku dah kaku kejap. Lepas solat, lalu lagi tapi dah senyap. What should I do?

Kalau ada bunyi teresak lagi, boleh nak masuk sebab terdengar. Ni dah senyap, macam pelik nak masuk. Bukan rapat sangat pun. Should I give her some space. Aku pun bukan pandai memujuk pun

Tapi bukan lagi lega sebab ada orang mendengar luahan? Ahhhhh, nak kena buat apa niiiiii???

Totally silent, aku cuma dengar bunyi jam dengan kipas bilik aku je.

End up, aku buat tak tahu je.. Sorry Housematee 😥

29 September 2017

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Assalamualaikum

Mati dah conversation? Ke aku yang dah tak pandai nak sembang dengan kau sekarang?

16 September 2017

No Expectation

Assalamualaikum

Dear Heart,

You heard it right kan tadi? And you saw it too. Previously you are the only girl in our environment. It only manners. He just be he, and you should be you. As always, no feeling.

As you have been informed, he likes someone else. You can see how the girl look at him and her answer to the question. You have been in the situation, got experience. You should know better.

Stop crying for a guy, they not worth your tears.

From,
Brain

20 August 2017

Good luck MIRA!

Assalamualaikum


Back to 2015, when I am done with MIAT and starting to work my weight drop drastically. Bila aku decide untuk stop jog setiap petang starting from Ramadhan, dan aku makan sangat sikit sebab takde selera. Tapi, lepas raya aku makan banyak lagi. I do not know how, tapi kaki aku memang kecik gila. Macam muscle drop. 

Aku sedar berat aku turun mendadak bila aku start kerja kat Maybank. Then, I am starting to eat a lot. Managed to be normal again, I guess picture above when I was 55 kg and managed to keep maintained it.

Then, I resigned from Maybank and jobless for 2 months. Successfully to maintain my weight. But once I get a new job, I start to gain weight. After 8 months, I gain 7 kg. Hahaha, gila ar! Early 2017, I gain 8 kg! Weyh, my whole life my weight never exceed 58 kg duhh.

August 2017, still working out to loose that 8 kg. Last Ramadhan managed to get 59 kg, but as Mira will always be, she loves to eat so back to 63 kg. Hahaha. Now, I am trying to cut my food. Makan berat lunch je. Frequently jog, exercise and My sister and I start to join kickboxing class.

Slowly to loose the fat, I can feel my hip bone again. But I think my butt, erghhhh! Target aku sekarang, at least dapat kurangkan perut, then marilah kita menuju 55 kg.

Good luck MIRA!